Sunday, September 7, 2008
My life ll 9:12 PM ll
hi eveyone.today i just finish my social study and physic exam haha. kao i cannot finish in time man my social study exam... leave out one question... but never mind la. during olvl don't do the same mistake can le. haiz so boring my life without her. like blur blur like that. now i think i know what is my target hahaha. my target is going to ngee ann poly and study aero space engineering =] so ngee ann poly here i come!!!!!!!!! i will also join dragon boat!!!!!!!!! hope time can heal me. this time i am really badly injure.. she is not worthy for me to be sad over her. there are so many better girl out there haha. maybe this coming holiday i will be going japan for 1 month. i believe when i get over there , i will forget about her. my olvl is coming i think i really need to chiong this time round haha. but how to leh? my heart is still aching... i now have phobia in relationship now. i feel like scolding b.... and b...... to them but no point.. i will take all e pain to exchange her having a better life ba. i will still miss her. i also don't why also.. still really cannot concentrate my exam sia... but soon la with my friend i will sure can make it... i really want to join dragon boat man. it was so fun but i know the training will be tough. haha i am those type of guy never give up one. the only thing i give up i think is the relationship ba.. bo bian don't want give up also cannot... haiz if only she never leave me i believe i will do better. i am now damn xin ku sia is like i am soak inside the hot water and struck inside there. no matter how i struggle , how hard i scream nobody can hear me.. the feeling is so sux. i am living in the dark world now. my light is gone , i could not see where i am going , where i am proceding.. fuck up man arh!!! why i love her so much sia... now make myself human don't look like human , ghost don't look like ghost.. i wonder what she is doing now? is she smilling? oh dear i miss her smile and laughter.
i miss her calling my name.. jason. thz for those people show me so much care and concern. but its really difficult la.. i know you all will comfirm understand. i miss her.
