Monday, September 29, 2008
My life ll 7:02 AM ll
hi everyone. its been a long time since i last post. now a days quite busy with some school stuff. olvl is coming real soon man so have to study. haa! ya sometime i feel very weird sia.. don't know what i am thinking now also. all i can do now is study and nothing. nothing to write also.. i actually have alot alot to say but just could'nt type it out.. feeling quite down also.. today went for night study at school haa. quite fun actually. mr teo came back to teach sia lol. i remember that time kwei haut say his math damn zai. then today i try test him wa! really damn zai.. he machiam no need think one answer inside his head already. if only i got his brain.. lol. last sat went to play bball with my friend haa! its like damn fun man haa! and also very funny sia. sometime it is also quite nice to do something which we do in e past. hahaha! hope my friend i know can last forever sia. den we can go gym together and play bball also. yea 3 more weeks jiu olvl liao. cannot wait sia lol. i want to end it fast and nice haa. alright i say till here first. tomorrow i post again. today i eat medicine den got abit dizzy so have to rest early. haa! tmr gym!!! yea!!! got to save some energy to pump. see you all tmr.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
My life ll 4:27 AM ll
Hi everyone =] ....Just came back from gym and i am dead beat. Ytd is kinda happy day for me because i went to fushan to play basketball with my brother , Kwei Huat and Yu Chang ... Now i have set 4 goals..
1. I want to get 15 pointa and below for my incoming 'O' level examination.. 2. I want to become fit.. Fit as in not the bodybuilder that size..fit as in like those sunshine boys "Nice figure".. 3. I want to work on holidays and earn alot of money to go out with my friends and buy smth i like.. 4. Haha the fourth one i cannot tell.. Its a big secret.. haa! I have known many friends in gym.. They are very nice friends haa.. I am very lucky to know them man.. Now Alice seems to be very happy and i am very happy for her too =] cause she had made a right choice finding a nicer guy than me.
"JUN YU" if u are looking at this blog i am telling u now to treat Alice properly and make her happy. If not u cfm , surely will get it from me. ok =] today damn tired sia.... pump too much man.. now got abit headache haa! but i feel gd after every pump. no pain no gain man. my motto to success is no matter what never ever give up. just chiong give your best man. haa ltr going to make my face lol. i got alot pimple sia damn sad... but nvm i got my mum money support LOL haa my face will sure get better. ok i will stop here =] tomorrow i will post again
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
My life ll 6:12 AM ll
hi everybody. today also got nothing special. but feeling abit down actually. on the way to daniel hse i saw many couple sia.. damn it man i can see them smiling at each other. they were very happy from what i can see. i dunno what i am thinking man. my brain is all blank... sian. haiz. i got alot to say but.. nvm no point also =] yea exam coming really got to study liao. jia you everyone who is taking olvl this year.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
My life ll 7:04 AM ll
hi everybody. today nothing much happen also.. haha sian. dunno what to write. ya i went to school for night study but its like so sian lol. soon olvl coming liao. feel like going gym man haha and play basketball. tired.. aiya really nothing much to write. tomorrow then i will write more =]
Sunday, September 14, 2008
My life ll 4:46 AM ll
Hi everybody. yesterday nvr update my blog is because i too damn tired liao hahaha. yesterday went to play basketball with my brother and kwei huat. yeah quite fun actually haha. its been a long time since i play basketball. yesterday i heard from kwei huat that he saw alice and her new bf hold hand woohoo!!! haha. got abit not really happy la but since they are together liao i also nothing to say LOL. lucky i nvr saw or else i dunno wad will happen to me man. aiya suan liao ba. today went gym with my friend again. today train shoulder muscle and whole arm hahaha. damn tired sia but must tahan. this is my life =] no pain no gain. sian tomorrow school start liao. 2.30 cai go home.. and tomorrow got 3 period of fucking english lesson... wtf. so damn sian lor. bo bian la o lvl coming. got to chiong for the last time. ok got to go already. tomorrow i will post a new blog =] everybody lets work hard towards our goal.
Friday, September 12, 2008
My life ll 6:23 AM ll
hi everyone. today just finish my perlim haha. today is dnt paper lol. maybe can pass ba hahaha. dnt is e only subject i find it damn boring. everytime teacher teach i will fall asleep zzz. since i rmb secondary 3 i really dislike dnt. i also rmb my teacher is mr tan soo liang. haha dunno how to spell... wa kao everytime he teach my friend and i cfm will turn e table and talk together one LOL. till now my sec 3 dnt textbook looks new man. hahaha. but since mr jeremy loy took over , i think its better. his teaching is best ok but sian la too late liao hahaha. last time dun wan listen now listen got abit like to late haha. he is a gd teacher ok. machiam like brother hahaha. miss ng is also a gd teacher. dun worry i will never forget both of them and also all my best friend. i hereby pledge that u all will always be in my heart and not be forgotten by me hahaha! today went to gym wa! damn tired. today train chest and back muscle hahaha. yeah i will join np dragono boat de hahaha. woots today is also damn funny day man hahaha. my friend liang bao go and pinch my another friend daniel nips hahaha and its like so many time haha. i help liang bao by grapping daniel lol. and i got e chance to show my utimate power haha. my uti is grap e person and den lay on e floor. he cannot struggle and his nips ar i tell u is expose. hahaha!
i feel gd man oh my god. liang bao from today onwards i will help u work liao =] and my next target is teng jun yong. aiyo yong ar yong dun let me catch u leh or else i dunno what will happen.. and yi cong i dunno why ar everytime he start to talk i will laugh like shit hahaha! his monotone i cannot tahan ar. he scold pple machiam like talking sia hahaha! and i tell u all he is fit ok fit! daniel also fit! jia qing also fit! ivan also fit! and lastly liang bao e damn fit one. our boss wong liang bao ok haha. i from dunno wad age ar give him pinch until my nips now no feeling liao. numb.. doctor also say e vein inside my nips spoil ar cannot cure hahaha. 一转眼 my nips give him pinch for 7 years. although is painfull damn one but its quite memorable la. the pain cannot describe ar.. till now i still know e feeling. so daniel today dun sad ar... its ok one. i tell u ar yong ar yong. cfm more jia lat den u. e blood cfm split come out nips i tell u. so yong take care ar =]
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
My life ll 7:44 PM ll
hi everyone. today exam quite easy haha!. science paper 1 physice and bio hahaha. haiz see my cousin inside the coffin i cannot tahan sia. wa the feeling is so damn sux... he is my closest cousin compare to other. we use to play basketball togather and have alot fun together. he will be miss by me seriously. sian. tomorrow dnt exam... never mind i will try my best. anyone who want to go gym can call me haha. feel like chionging gym sia for dragon boat next year. going either tp , np or sp hahaha! this 3 choice only. have to study now sia so damn sian... don't know my friend will be coming to the same poly as me anot. today got not much thing to write sia.. but i feel so damn angry don't know why. hahaha. thats all for today.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
My life ll 11:40 PM ll
hi. today damn sad.... my cousin just past away this morning... WTF is this... arr!!! so damn stress.. math paper 2 so difficult haiz den alice do this to me. this is a damn big test for me sia... my cousin and i very good together one sia now he like this... how come sia. heaven is not fair at all. so unfair.. damn stress. but i will keep on moving =] after holiday i comfirm will have fun with my friend hahahah!!! alot alot of fun! after exam we are also going to ngee ann poly for camp hahaha! one more plus month and our stress will be gone. lets work hard together. hope she is now happy. she happy then i will be happy... alice..
Monday, September 8, 2008
My life ll 8:04 PM ll
LOL. i just wake up. today sleep longer den usual. thz to my friend that why i could sleep longer. thy pei me chat lol chat until i tired haha. yeah find more pretty and better girl. yeah today never go school happy sia but tomorrow jia lat. math paper 2 and biology exam. so today must study haha. biology sux man so difficult... must memorize so much... kao i dun wan be doctor sia how come must study those thing zzz. feeling quite sad still.. i wonder what is she doing now? is she smiling now? haha. now i realise 没有天长地久,只有趁经用有. i will make her regret her choice haha aiyo think so much for what man. even if i die i don't think she will come find me lor. she is enjoying now. just hope she and her bf don't appear infront of me can liao. can siam how far just siam. if not i bankai i also don't know liao. i am a guy leh u all should know how i will feel so now i say until very clear liao so don't say i never say :] i am going to train my body very hard with all my best friend together. i also realise friend is forever one leh but relatioship is not. lucky i have friend if not i don't know what i will become.. they give me so much support. i still miss her. CAN SHE HEAR ME! my blog song nice right haha. his feeling is like me now just that he ask for break only. this song name is call 原谅我. by 萧敬腾haha. o lvl coming so lets study hard alright. now a days also keep raining man haha don't know why. i just love raining day. i felt very good when it rains haha. a few days ago don't know why i ask her can celebrate birthday with me next year she say she is not my girlfriend anymore and she is going overseas with her boyfriend. haha see she really forget what she promise me liao... she promise me she wun let me spent my birthday alone.. haha how sad man. how sad.....
Sunday, September 7, 2008
My life ll 9:12 PM ll
hi eveyone.today i just finish my social study and physic exam haha. kao i cannot finish in time man my social study exam... leave out one question... but never mind la. during olvl don't do the same mistake can le. haiz so boring my life without her. like blur blur like that. now i think i know what is my target hahaha. my target is going to ngee ann poly and study aero space engineering =] so ngee ann poly here i come!!!!!!!!! i will also join dragon boat!!!!!!!!! hope time can heal me. this time i am really badly injure.. she is not worthy for me to be sad over her. there are so many better girl out there haha. maybe this coming holiday i will be going japan for 1 month. i believe when i get over there , i will forget about her. my olvl is coming i think i really need to chiong this time round haha. but how to leh? my heart is still aching... i now have phobia in relationship now. i feel like scolding b.... and b...... to them but no point.. i will take all e pain to exchange her having a better life ba. i will still miss her. i also don't why also.. still really cannot concentrate my exam sia... but soon la with my friend i will sure can make it... i really want to join dragon boat man. it was so fun but i know the training will be tough. haha i am those type of guy never give up one. the only thing i give up i think is the relationship ba.. bo bian don't want give up also cannot... haiz if only she never leave me i believe i will do better. i am now damn xin ku sia is like i am soak inside the hot water and struck inside there. no matter how i struggle , how hard i scream nobody can hear me.. the feeling is so sux. i am living in the dark world now. my light is gone , i could not see where i am going , where i am proceding.. fuck up man arh!!! why i love her so much sia... now make myself human don't look like human , ghost don't look like ghost.. i wonder what she is doing now? is she smilling? oh dear i miss her smile and laughter.
i miss her calling my name.. jason. thz for those people show me so much care and concern. but its really difficult la.. i know you all will comfirm understand. i miss her.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
My life ll 10:01 PM ll
Hi my name is jason. This is first time i try blogging. haha. Now i going to tell you all how my life is like. I just broke up with my girlfriend and now my life is like so sux and sad. i really love her, i felt like she betray me sia. she is in poly and i am studying in secondary school. she now have a new boyfriend. we break like only for 2 week and she have a new boyfriend liao. her new boyfriend is last time her friend sia. she got told me she will like him but i got told her not to stay close to him liao but she just took my word for granted. she say i never give it a damn. ya ya everything is my fault. i felt that she is so easily tempted. I realise that our relationship is so fragile and could not withstand any test. i don't know want to hate her or how man. I admit sometime i may be lazy i got flirt other girl but eventually she is still the one love. people will sure make mistake one right. nobody is prefect in this world. she and i had went to alot of things and she can just forget so fast just like this. she is the first girl i bring home to show my parent , she is the first person first girl who bring me to alot of place like esplanade. she really can forget it. our relationship has already went through for 1 year plus going hit 2 years. everything she say seem to be like bullshit. i bet she comfirm forget what she say to me. she say we will stay together forever and stuff and now she leave me just like this. i never thought she will ever leave me and now i am all alone. she got stay at my house before , seen my whole family before , how can i possibly forget about her. my heart really hurt. really really hurt. her look , her every little action is still in my mind. i am going crazy man. people hit me punch me i will not cry but this thing i could not control myself at all. the tears will automatically drop itself. i think i will hate her forever. feel like scolding her and find her new boyfriend problem sia but later i realise that there is no point in doing this. she will not return to me or what. are all girl so easily tempted? from this relationship i learn to be not to serious in it. i should love myself more. i am sad because she betray my trust in her. haiz everything really happen for a reason i think. i have done so much sacrifices for her she can also forget..... am i worth being treated like this. i only wan to love someone and that person will love me also. how can i overcome her man. she is my source of power to do thing man. she leave me just like this and now i have no target at all. my hope is gone... my power is all gone... worse of all my o lvl is coming , with this kind of mood how can i study hard man. i will still try my best because i don't think it is worth it. why can't she be more understanding. i having o lvl man how to often pei her all the time. she also don't like me to go to the gym but she like fit boyfriend. without going to the gym how to be fit man. i have to maintain alot of stuff man. i got so much thing to do. going gym is also hard work alright. body also need to maintain one ma. i just want to be e best boyfriend and show her friend i am the best the prefect boyfriend. after my exam i can pei her all the time liao. why can't she just wait awhile more. its like only for 1 more month plus. why sia. she really hurt me alot. i think i need a long time in order to forget about her. i think i now very scare to have relationship. are girl all so cruel? she is now enjoying other guy love and i am all left alone in one area... i could not sleep sia , i have to make myself very tired in order to sleep. i don't know why now a days i tend to wake up very early. i could not sleep back again once i woke up. she always say that i don't understand anything at all but she understand what i am thinking ma. how can i survive? will i be able to carry on my life? i know she is not worth it at all but i truely love her. does love really exist? i am damn sad. she will never know what i am going through now. alice lee mei bao i still love you so deeply. must stay happy ok. i think i have no choice but to act as if i don't know you and i love wrong. i will try my best to forget her although i know it is impossible. I LOVE YOU sia. why treat me like this. my tears keep droping till now. whoever look at this blog remember must cherish your love one alright.
